Questions such as

What is this?
Who is this?
Where is appa?
Firecrackers where?

are being asked by the big man.

His appa cannot leave the house at all. He wants appa to be at home with him at all times.


The birth of the (Chinese) New Year

on the 23rd of  February seems real promising compared to 1st January 2012 new year. This comment is strictly limited to the relationship department. Yes,

As for my general well being, 2012 is much much better compared to 2011. I told myself in December 2011 that I want to do more stuff that I want to do in 2012. The first step is always the hardest. I realised it once again. Nevertheless,  I am slowly getting rid of my inhibitions and am taking reasonable steps in letting go of the invisible what ifs and sheer laziness to head towards my goal. The most imported thing, which I realise now, at this very second is, to enjoy the ‘steps’ towards the goal. 😀

Here’s to a majestic dragon year!

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

Similar posts made this year:
Enough of saying it
It’s time to live life with passion

I am asked to sit

by lil N when I walk up to scold him. Or he hugs and showers me with kisses when I scold him. *sigh*

Last night, at a friends place, N showed the other side of him. He smothered my friend’s daughter with kisses. Later he poked the same child’s eyes!

He refused to share his borrowed toys from the owner boy himself! Heck, he even wanted to the other gun that boy had!

Later in the evening, he did the sweetest thing, from outside the gate. A sweet little voice called out abba a few times showing the sweetest, happiest, pleasant most smile on his beautiful face. That made my day and made me realise how gifted I am to have this angel in my life.

Oh yes, lil N poured Ribena on my friends’ white sofa! 😀

Enough of saying it

It’s time to just do it! Personal space and time is much needed. Enough of self pity. This is the time to start loving myself. Enough of he did she did, he said she said bullshit.

If he can’t do it, the options are:
either I do it
or I don’t do it.

Neither is not wrong as long as the decision is made by me.

I realise I need some time to cool off.

Watching the seal show at the Singapore Zoo

So, what is the master of the house up to? I taught him, yes, you read that right, hahaha both my husband’s and my name. He says Pakash well but not mine. The five lettered word which you can’t go wrong with. Sigh. A couple of weeka later, he says my name errr which is not my name at all but in a far remotely way, sounds something like my name. And he says my appa’s name well. Very well.
The pictures in this post were all taken at the Singapore zoo. Thus, the post title. 🙂

N is 2 years 2 months 14 days old.