Just for the record!

Another distinguishing element between psychopathy and sociopathy is the presentation. He/she will con and manipulate with charm and intimidation, has the ability to present himself/herself as normal to society. The psychopath is organized in his/her thoughts and behavior, he/she maintains good physical and emotional control while committing a crime, displaying little to no emotional even under situations of an overt pressure or that are threatening to his/her existence. On the other hand, the sociopath is less organized, he/she might be quick to display rage, nervousness, agitation. A sociopath is likely to spontaneously act out in inappropriate manner, snap out in rage, without thinking about the consequences.

Read more http://depressiond.com/sociopath-vs-psychopath-differences-between-psychopathic-sociopathic-personality-disorders/

It sums it up so well!


Performance Review

I had a good one this year, not that it has been bad in the recent years. 😉
One thing I liked about this year’s review was that my pregnancy was not mentioned at all and I was solely reviewed based on my performance.

There was no, “Yeah, you are pregnant and it is understandable” shit given. I work my ass off and have never used my pregnancy as an excuse for anything. Let it be deadlines or meeting engagements which were rescheduled back to back. Heck, till today, I stay at work till after 7pm when needed.

And I am glad that my manager has acknowledged in a way that my pregnancy was not used as an excuse and that I was reviewed as an able person. If it were the other way, I would have been very, very insulted.

It is not easy being pregnant and I vouch for that. Nor is this pregnancy easy on me. No, it isn’t. Even now. That doesn’t mean I get to use it as an ‘insurance’ of sorts when I can’t get things done.

Boy, I deserve a pat on my back!! 😛

Seriously? Ever Possible?

That is not me!
Coming to the post now, will I ever, ever get back to my pre wedding body shape (I used to have a body like that actress above)? Heck, I even had it it back for sometime after I had lil N.

Only to balloon to 60kgs before I got pregnant this time again. I am continue ballooning. 75.6kgs is what I weigh now (as of last week’s measurement). And I am only 5 feet tall.

From 51kgs to 75.6kgs-that’s a whopping 24.6kgs to lose!

Monumental task, is it not? *sigh*

Work has been taxing

Year end normally is busy given my customer base tend to clear their backlog and expect me to support them with unreasonable requests. I was to leave office at 5pm every day so as to not slog at work as I normally do; given my full term and all. But alas, that is not the scenario AND I am not complaining. 😀

Physically, I am drained though. Just can’t wait for the little one to pop out. Also, I’m curious to know how the little one will look like.

Prepared my hospital bag last night and stuff to be taken to mom’s house as I will be confined there post delivery.

Both feet and calves have swelled. So has my nose.